anyway.. GOSSSSSSSIP.. you probs know this already and i guess its old news but zee got caught using a her sis id to get into clubs.. an undercover cop took the id and now zee thinks shes screwed.. its been a week now and they havent called or done anything so yeah.. its odd.. i reckon they're just going to keep the id.. but yeah.. zee has learnt her lesson.. it was a dubass thing to do in the first place.. her sis looks nothing like her.. I havent been doing anything naughty laterly.. which feels odd.. i havent been drinking or anything.. im trying to get zee to quit smoking.. if that says anything about me..lol.. ive been on a diet for 2 weeks now and the fist week was great.. ive lost a fair bit of weight and i fit ito size 8! but the bad thing is i get these disgusting cravings for chocolate and at night i tend to have a couple of nibbles (more like chomps) but yeah.. im trying to get that under control.. i freak out in the morning and rush over to the mirror and check to see if my tummy has gotten fatter.. how pathetic.. so.. i need to stop the midnight binging.. ill keep you updated.. your cottage sounds romantic.. i want one.. im sick to fricking death of brisbane.. theres nothing here! in all my dreams im riding on a horse up and down hills.. with dogs running ahead.. im hoping this is a premonition.. hah